Yes, I just finished the draft of my final dissertation
chapter. I don't know, but it's
weird. I don't feel all that
excited. I think part of it has to do
with the "unknown" that is still out there. What will my advisor think of all of
this? Will I have to do a million
revisions? And of course, what of the
other committee members who I haven't spoken with in over a year? Do my findings really make that big of a
contribution? Part of me feels like they're just going to say, "who cares?" Plus, I'm just feeling downright tired today. And, my mind has started swirling (already)
with all the stuff I have to do to get ready for the fall semester. After all, in a little over a month,
everything is going to start up full swing, and it's not like I've gotten a break from all stuff work related anyways.
I really should feel some sort of relief, and I should at
least be a little proud of myself. But,
it's just not there. I'm also afraid to
post on Facebook about it. I guess I'm
just afraid that I'm going to jinx myself.
Argh!
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